Ist time poster on this forum & sorry for long post! :-)
Here's the history - precribed sert in 2001 for ocd & sad/depression. It worked wonderfully for a few years & literally transformed my moods especially wintertime.
Last few years I have felt increasingly unhappy on it. Dont feel any emotional lows or highs, feeling bored with work/life in general, lack of interest in activities.
I tried coming off it a few times & end up back on it a few months later as it makes me grumpy/snappy & unpleasent to be around. I find I cant tolerate minor gripes at home or work.
I tried mirtazapine earlier this year & it was great for sleep but my moods started to slip as above. I ended up getting so low I went back on the sert & had to have a month off work
I was put forward for cbt but referred from there for alcohol counselling as I tend to overdo it a bit when I'm off work (4 on 4 off)
So what do I do? Im bored to tears half the time, the thought of another long winter fills me with dread & the one saving grace sometimes is a few glasses of wine!
I'm thinking:a- stop taking a/d completely, b- try something natural instead like St Johns Wort or c- another a/d without the side affects of ssri's.
That said my booze counselling starts next week & I'm also going to speak to my g.p to discuss above.
Any advice much appreciated!!