I have been single forever and tbh im a bit fed up with it. I have been upset thinking about how I even had to go througb my pregnancy alone as dds dad dumped me when I wouldn't get an abortion.
I guess I have never dealt with that properly and I feel unwanted and unloved. I start cbt next week snd am ob citralopram.
I would love to get married and have another baby but im worried my mh issues will hold me back. Its a vicious circle. Am I a really awful and horrible person?