weird thoughts?

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ever since i was a teenager i keep getting these weird thoughts. its hard to explain but its like i make up imagary scenes in my head, sometimes i forgot there not real and sometimes i wished they were real. they are not nice thoughts its like i want bad stuff to happen to me (obv i dont want that to happen to me) or sometimes ill imagine am somewhere like a club etc but someone else is there aswell like a professional which would never happen

i saw my councillor today and wanted to tell her but couldnt open up as i was scared she would think am weird but she said she struggling to know what to do that will help me

someeone please help :(

The counsellor won't think you are weird.

the way you are describing it - like you fantasise about bad stuff happening to you, but you wouldn't like it in reality - makes me think that perhaps it's some kind of attention seeking thing? I don't mean that in a bad way, because everyone needs attention. I have seen it in people who were brought up not to cause a fuss, to be modest etc, they almost need a tragedy or drama to justify people taking notice of them.

Forgive me if I am barking up the wrong tree. But if that's it, it's not weird at all! It's a normal human urge that is perhaps repressed in you. If it's getting out of control now, well that's troublesome, but not weird on it's own.

I think that you should definitely tell the counsellor. I dont know anything about all of this, but the counsellor may have some ideas about what it all means. hth

could that be physcotic depression? its that like seliouson am having that are not real?

deluisons

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Well done for bumping it. If you dont get anyone answering today, you could try reposting in chat where there is more traffic. But dont choose a time when most posters are taking their children to or fro school.

I don't exactly understand what you mean but talk to your councillor so that she can help you.

I don't know if you have delusions but as far as I know one is not aware having them.