everything or one that comes into contact with me is ruined, people lose babies, get ill, move away, bad luck happens to them, i get flowers - they die the next day, my beloved kitten died at just 5mths, im just cursed!
talk on a thread and it dies! everyone hates me, im a burden to all, nothing but an ear ache, a bad mum.
im sitting here in tears shaking with hurt. all i want to do is end this pain that i cause myself and others.