Have a past history of depression but been fine for a couple of years up until the last couple of months. Me and my partner decided to start TTC so came off the pill in July and have had unprotected sex since.
Ever since I was a wee girl I have always wanted to meet the man of my dreams, get married and have children. I have always wanted to settle down from an early age and now finally found someone who wants the same except the marriage part. I've known this from the beginning and made it clear how important marriage is to me and that I wouldn't have a life where I don't get married (a bit selfish I know). I really do love my partner but now all of a sudden I've changed my mind, I want to get married before having a baby and I'm even starting to think that my partner isn't the one for me and I would be left a single parent. I'm really stressing out and I've just told him today that I want to go back on the pill and he's now really angry with me for getting his hopes up about having a baby.
I'm just so up and down, I think this could actually end us and I don't know what to do.