I am desperate. I am obsessed with death. My friend was killed when I was on holiday with him when I was 18, amd my FIL died of aggressive cancer very quickly several years back. And now I have a family of my own I am TERRIFIED. And recently my ds had an a terrible burn accident which resulted in ambulances and A&E, and I felt like it was proof that my worst nightmare could come true. And now he has what the dr says is acid reflux and he keeps being sick. I am terrified and allI think of all day long is how one of us could drop dead at any minute. I feel like I am going crackers please help