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Want to just kill myself trying to keep strong for my family :(

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Lonelybunny · 15/08/2013 20:08

Fed up to the hilt. Waiting for a bread scan next week on a suspected cyst have to wait till the 28th ripping my hair out with worry , I can't worry like this anymore I just can't

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ThinkAboutItTomorrow · 15/08/2013 20:10

Sorry you are struggling. Sounds scary.

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Lonelybunny · 15/08/2013 20:11

It is I'm sick of worrying about things all the time I just want to be happy just once even just for 5 minutes to have a holiday from worry

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ThinkAboutItTomorrow · 15/08/2013 20:15

I can imagine. Worry is exhausting apart from anything else.

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Lonelybunny · 15/08/2013 20:23

Yep I slept nearly all day the other day , I'm dragging myself out of bed everyday as it is , if I had it my way I wouldn't bother until I get this appointment , even then I can't b arsed to go as I'm fearing the worst .

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ThinkAboutItTomorrow · 15/08/2013 20:44

Don't push yourself too hard but it's probably good to try to stay occupied and distract yourself a bit. You are right that you can't stay in a state of heightened tension for 2 more weeks. How long have you been waiting?

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Lonelybunny · 15/08/2013 21:22

Not long I went to GP tues they tried to give me Saturday at a time I need to be at airport for holiday so I have to wait till after hols which isn't their fault they tried but it's just so hard

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ThinkAboutItTomorrow · 15/08/2013 22:35

Well just make sure the holiday is worth it and distracts you

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Lonelybunny · 15/08/2013 22:44

I will try , just hope I don't get panic Attacks like my last holiday a couple of weeks ago :(

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