My husband was diagnosed with bipolar exactly a year ago, things haven?t been great since
He was diagnosed the same day our DS was born !
Anyway since then he?s been up and down as expected, we don?t live in the UK, we live in a strict Muslim country!
The past few weeks a lot has happened, he rides a motor bike even though he is not very good and has had 2 serious accidents, yesterday he got out of hospital from his 2nd accident.
We are on the verge of ending our marriage he keeps saying he wants to be a free spirit. We also have a DD age 3.
He told me a couple of weeks ago he has not bonded with our son and doesn?t really give a s**t about him but he loves our daughter and will never let me take her away from him.
He is addicted to his meds, mainly xanax, he is seeing 2-3 different doctors to get them, I don?t know how many he is taking but it?s a lot,
He went crazy the other night discharged himself from hospital in the middle of the night, i found him walking the streets around 4am looking for a pharmacy with a swollen face has he had been in a fight with someone?
Where we live health care is a business, Drs get commission for righting prescriptions so they don?t always have the best interest of the patient its all about money!
I want to help him, i want him to get better but i don?t know what to do, he puts me down, nothing is every good enough, i don?t know what mood he?s going to be in and i know he is very depressed !
I think he is having a mental break down.
He has no family due to a bad childhood and refuses to talk to anyone about the issues he has.
Im at breaking point and don?t know what to do !