Anyone else had the misfortune to have been saddled with this drug without knowing how utterly awful it is? I've been on it for a year (GAD). At the peak of it I was on 300mg a day. I've gradually reduced it and finally have stopped altogether. The brain shocks are the worst side effect but I'm exhausted and tearful. I've been having blackouts, drinking too much (immediately this has ceased now I'm not taking tabs, thank goodness), been dripping with sweat all night and unable to sleep in the small hours.
Now I've done a bit of research and discovered a world of shit on health forums berating this drug (alcoholism, gambling to point of bankruptcy, divorce, drug addiction to name but a few of the side effects mentioned). Supposedly some of the neurological changes can be permanent.
I'd like to find out as much as possible before I demand answers from my doctor, such as why the hell such a drug is licensed in the UK and prescribed so readily without dire warning. It's likened to heroin for withdrawal for crying out loud...
I have also been forgetful and scatterbrained/disorganised - the opposite of what I'm normally like.
Anyone? Perhaps we can support each other.