I am convinced I'm am seriously ill. And I don't know what to do about it.
I know it's not right and I'm not being normal, but I can't help it. I have a doctors appointment next Wednesday. And I'm embarrassed to go and tell him all these things but I can't not, because I'm convinced there is something wrong with me. Please knock some sense into me, it's starting to take over my life.
To give a bit of background, I lost a baby, suffered from complications (blood loss and infection) I think this may be when it started.
Now these are all the things I think I have and why:
MS - my nan had it, I get pins and needles in my hands and I'm clumsy. Also get achy joints (I'm only mid 20's)
Under active thyroid - really dry skin on legs, weight gain of 1 stone all of a sudden 2 years ago I can't shift it.
Always tired no matter how long I sleep. Depressed - no energy. This leads me to worry about future infertility and premature menopause.
Diabetes - can drink pints and pints of water, and still be thirsty. Get an uncontrollable rage when hungry, all of a sudden, blurred vision and shaky, sweaty feeling.
Heart problem (sp?) - about once a week I get a weird heart rate like, really fast then really slow for 4/5 seconds, makes breathing feel really tight iykwim.
Help me MN! I was going to name change as this is so embarrassing, I need a some sense slapped into me, but these things are on my mind all day, every day!
I'm on mid twenties! It's all getting a bit much 