Feel so low

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I got really drunk at the weekend during a concert, wandered off and woke up in the first aid tent - no idea how I ended up there. I still can't remember, and have been imagining the worst. I can't shake this awful sinking feeling. I obviously have no excuse for this behaviour.

I am on anti-depressants anyway for ongoing pnd. I very rarely drink anymore, but when I do it is always to excess.

I just feel awful, have no energy - feel like ripping my skin off. I don't know what to do.

Oh sweetie it will get better. Who were u with at the concert?
At least u are safe. Are u getting counciling as well as antidepressants? Go bk to u dr and talk. Don't really no what else to say. Can u go out and not drink if u can its prob best not to drink while on the antidepressants because it will make u feel worse and can interfere with them working. Wish I could say more x

Thank you for your reply! I was with dh, but sort wandered off and got lost. I don't think anything bad happened to me, but just can't stop the possibilities going through my mind.

I think you're right I'll try the drs again as I don't think the ads are having much effect.

They do take a while to work some of them up to 6wks but if vue been on them for a few wks they can up the dose and no dr should just prescribe ads with out counciling as well, but there are waiting lists!