What does depression feel like?

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Since DS was born, 9 months ago, I've not felt "normal". Tired, lacking energy, lacking enthusiasm, feeling like I can't be bothered. Also random aches & pains all the time, insomnia, poor sex drive, and gaining weight due to eating crap. DS is what everyone calls an "easy" baby - smiley, usually contented, and a good sleeper. So I feel I have no reason to feel so wiped out all the time. I've had my thyroid tested recently, which has come back as borderline underactive, but I'm not sure if it could explain my symptoms. DH is worried about me & thinks I could be depressed. But surely with depression you feel sad? I don't feel excessively sad, just not my usual sparky self. So tell me, what does depression really feel like?

It depends on the person. Some people feel numb rather than sad. I'd recommend going back to the GP to check for depression and any other causes for how you're feeling. Whatever is causing you to feel this way may improve if you get the right diagnosis and treatment.

I personally think how you are feeling is pretty normal for a newish mum. The first year especially is really hard work and I felt exactly how you're describing with both my DC at that age. Maybe I was depressed though? Are you getting out of the house and seeing friends? Are you doing anything for you? Hope I'm not being patronising?