I'll try to give as much info as possible but keep it brief too!
In February I went to the doctors about panic attacks that I'd been having for over a year. She prescribed me with Valium for as and when I felt the need and said to keep a diary on when they occurred. I soon discovered that the panic attacks and a whole load of other symptoms, which I'd put down to possible depression, were trackable to my monthly cycle and had started to occur when I got my periods back after having my DC2. I went back to discuss this just over 5 weeks ago and was prescribed 20mg Prozac a day for what the doctor agreed to be severe PMS/PMDD.
As warned by the doc I felt very anxious for the first few days, to the point where I thought I was going mad, but then started to feel better mentally than I have in years. I felt like myself again! Unfortunately the physical side effects were quite strong - feeling very spaced out and 'drugged', sore throat and wheezy cough and my restless leg syndrome returning with vengeance. After 3 weeks I returned to my doctor as I was concerned the physical side effects weren't going away and with a 2 and 3 year old to look after, I just didn't feel safe being so spaced out. She said either stick it out another week or so as it was common for the side effects to last a bit longer or reduce the dose. I decided to reduce the dose and began taking 10mg a day in liquid form. At first I felt it was the key and I felt fantastic, but then the old mental symptoms started to return but not as bad and yet the physical side effects continued. So here I am, over 5 weeks later, still feeling spaced out and with a wheezy cough and yet not on a strong enough dose to get the positive effects anymore.
I have a doctors appt for Tuesday and I think the best way forward is to try something else. However, I am scared at how awful I feel physically and because the current dose isn't work positively any more I'm getting panicky again that I'm losing my mind/screwed up my brain.
Has anyone had experience of Prozac not suiting them for PMDD/Severe PMS and tried something else that worked? Do you think I switched the dose too soon and should have given it more time at 20mg? The thought of feeling this awful physically for a few more weeks is terrifying but I am lucky in that my DH is around at the moment during the day, so if I need help he's there. So it's more important I get it right long term.
Thanks for sticking with this so far, hope it makes sense. Sorry if it doesn't but it's like trying to think through treacle at the moment...
Thanks for any help you can provide.