I have been on citalopram for more than 5 years - I honestly can't remember how long. The dosage I take has fluctuated from time to time, but mostly I have been on 40mg per day.
Last year I decided it was time to try to come off it, and in consultation with my GP, took the dose down to 30mg for a month and then gradually down, over a period of about 4 months, to 10mg - at which point I nose dived, and went straight back up to 40mg (looking back, I wonder if I panicked which is why I went straight back up to 40mg).
At the time when I started reducing the dosage, I did feel that things were moving a bit fast - but didn't say anything to the GP, and I wonder if this caused the sudden dip in my mood, back into the black.
Anyway, I have been having a number of side effects from the drug, and when I read the leaflet again, to check if one symptom I had developed could be a side effect of the drug, I was shocked to realise how many of the potential side effects I suffer from. I must have read the leaflet when I first went on the drug, and over the years, I had forgotten what it said.
Anyhow - I suffer from night sweats, nausea, diarrhoea, loss of libido and my latest symptom, toothgrinding and jaw clenching - I switched to taking the tablet at night, so the worst of the nausea would happen whilst I slept, but this meant that the worst of the clenching/grinding happened then too, when I couldn't be conscious of it and deliberately relax. I only realised this was an issue after a month or more of daily headaches and waking up with an aching jaw (it felt like I had mumps).
Anyway, I have decided to come off the tablets, but more gradually this time, and so I have gone down to 30mg daily, with the intention of staying on this dose for at least 2 months, then going down to 20mg - but gradually (last time the GP had me take 30mg one day and 20mg the next, for a period of time, as that was a sort of step between 30mg and 20mg, rather than just going straight for it.
I have a review coming up with the GP but have started to reduce the dose already. I am a nurse, and I know I should be doing this under supervision, but I can't help feeling that I know my mood and my medication far better than he does.