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Later on this morning am going to see my gp about my esa claim. Feeling really anxious about this and not great generally. Pretty much live in my bed now and spend nearly all my time alone. Not going to but I can understand why people kill themseves over benefit stress. Since I got the form I've slipped down - it takes mental energy I haven't got.

Just fed up today .Am seeing CAB in about 2 weeks. I know it's up to me to change things, change my lifestyle, but it's so hard to find the will, my head is so negative almost all the time. I don't know if I'm on the right meds, All my life's been like this and I'm tired.

I dont really know much about esa How did you appointment go?

Thanks it did help a bit to talk to gp, am going to increase dose of meds I'm on and go back in 2 weeks. Also going to do the form with CAB in a couple of weeks, was going to go over it first on my own but going to leave it now.