a sahm and had pnd with ds (now 3), but have since felt a lot better. However, just now, for the last week, I cannot muster the strength to even get out of the house for him. He needs exercise and interaction, but I just can't.. Rather potter around the house. I just feel so tired and so fat (even though I'm probably only just a bit bloated from visiting relatives and over eating last week + am on my period, which doesn't help). I should say that I'm also a bulimic, but technically very slightly overweight.
Dh is self employed, but not making any money yet, so we are living on diminishing savings. There is great potential in what he is trying to achieve, but we just don't know if and when it's going to take off. I feel bad about dumping ds on him so often, as it's preventing him from working, but I just can't and don't want to cope with ds all day. No relatives ir friends nearby. Just us.
Recently a very good friend, with kids the same age as ds, moved hundreds of miles to be in the same city as us (we were not the only reason, though), only for us to fall out quite spectacularly (luckily others reassure me that she was the one being unreasonable one, but that still doesn't change the situation). I'm still massively grieving for that relationship and mulling over the reasons for the disagreements.