I've been panicking about a job interview (moving from contractor to perm) during dec. Then when I went to work after Christmas break caught a stomach bug which sorted was in and out of my system for a good 3 1/2 weeks. During this time I somehow convinced myself that I've got a heart condition and I was about to die in a heart attack. Bit if a background on this is that I had an uncle who passed away at 29 of heart attack. I've never met him as I was a 2 yr old then but for some reason I started associated myself with this incident and I have no clue why!!! I started booking myself in to the doctors on a weekly basis and the doctor sent me for a ECG which came out normal. During this time my husband was due to go to Frankfurt from work and I got myself into such a state of panic and crying that he cancelled the trip... Which I feel awful about. During one of the blood tests it came to light that I have a Vitamin D deficiency and now on meds to sort that out. But I find myself panicking over this as well now..is something wrong with me? A bit of a background about me: 31 yrs, TTC, both sets of parents living 10 hr flight time away, lived in the uk for the past 8 yrs (dh 11 yrs), working full time, not many close friends certainly none I can pour my heart out to.
Something like this has never happened to me so really freaking out. Apologies for long post but didn't want to drip feed.
I posted this on chat and received some wonderful support and advice reporting again here in the hope if someone would be able help me make sense if this.