I don't know what it is about Wednesday morning, but I always seem to fall apart then

[emkana]

Last Wednesday I totally lost it with dd2 and had a hysterical crying fit because I felt so down about my whole situation and because I had to take her out of playgroup because she wouldn't settle.

Now today I could just cry and cry because today she wouldn't even stay at my MIL's, and I'm so desperate for some time alone which she won't let me have and I'm feeling so scared and apprehensive about what's going to happen when this baby comes out.

Really finding it difficult to go on today.

dd2 has been asleep for nearly an hour now.

I feel even more guilty now because I should not be so harsh on her because she hasn't been well the last few days.

And I shouldn't stay up till Midnight, makes me feel terrible in the morning.

So Lost is to blame really...

(I'll just talk to myself here if you don't mind. )

{{{hugs}}}

Stupid stupid Lost

Any chance you could try your dd again with your MIL?

Might try again tomorrow - maybe she will be happier to stay there again once she's over this bug.

Yeah
take her tomorrow and on your way back home stop at the shop/supermarket, buy some of your fave foods a crappy magazine and sit and sit at home with your feet up and watch your favourite film.

ek lost is a prefectly good reason to feel crap
i too had a bad nights sleep but suufered the fate of becomign GLUED to one of thsoe awful ?)

games channels ( itv play>?

gos they are crap