Not sure if this is the right place for this post but...here goes

[WTFwasthat]

I generally feel extremeely aggravated, irritated, downright fucking annoyed a LOT of the time. People piss me off and I want to scream at the injustice of it all. Thats how it feels. I feel like my heart is 'hot' I am so angry sometimes. I do not lose my temper but feel like I want to scream and swear and rant - a lot. For example, my mum just rang, we were eating dinner so I let phone ring off. I rang back when finished and she said 'were you out?" I said no I was just having dinner, she then got really snippy and arsey adn said "sorry I interrupted your dinner, how should I know etc. etc." I said, it was fine and the conversation ended with her being shitty. What I wanted to say don;t was be so fucking stupid and arsey and just fuck off if you are going to be a twat. I feel like I want to scream and rant and swear my fuckign head off. People are so fucking annoying

hmmm.
Do you think it is you or them?
Sometimes we can be surrounded by people not behaving very well.

i think it is them! But as a result it becomes me who is annoyed. I feel constantly under pressure, like I have always got a clock ticking and rushing around. I feel like no one gets just what I hae to do. And then they say stupid things or do not cooperate. I know it is because I am stressed that I feel like this but there are real life factors here too

Is it mainly family who are annoying you, or are you also getting annoyed with strangers?

no, mainly family. The only strangers outside of family who annoy me are call centre people!

Ah. It is all beginning to become clearer.
Have you seen the very long running stately homes thread on here, about dysfunctional families?

I can relate to you. It was my family too. I cut them out of my life 7 years ago. Not easy but best thing I ever did. Am so much calmer and not angry anymore.

no, i haven't amiooionyeasr - I will hop over and have a look - thank you