Decided to try to come off these nightmare tablets. Its been 7 years. GP suggested a lower dose as the side effects of cold turkey are nasty.
Well the side effects of lower the dose are nasty too. The DC spent the morning fighting, screaming and ignoring me while I laid on the sofa trying to ward off the vertigo, brain zaps, nausia and drowziness. They woke DH up who is on nights. He blamed me for not controlling them. I got my car keys and walked out. Drove and drove. Pulled into a Tesco carpark because I couldn't stay awake. Slept in the car. My phone kept ringing, it was home, so I turned it off. Eventually went home, barely spoke to DH. He went to work again. Whilst putting DC to bed just now, DD age 7 told me it was her phoning because she was so worried about me. Then she started crying and said she was scared I had run away. Now I feel so guilty. I really want to get off these tablets but I don't think I can. So upset right now.