Ive been wanting to go for years but I am just overly anxious. I keep worrying what if I get lost? ive never driven abroad and Im scared. Im newly passed and have only ever driven my car and instructors car what if I cant drive the rented car? What if the plane crashes? What if something happens to my dog? what if he forgets me?
Worst off all my paranoia centres around people watching my children to abduct them and as Im going to a child centred place I keep worrying someone will take them. In particular my dd who is autistic and cant talk much. I keep thinking they will take her and she wont be able to call for help.