Just that really... I don't know if this is the right place to post this...
I've met someone finally after being single for years (since my DDs dad left me unexpectedly before she was born) and I'm screwing it up already. He is being really sweet but the slightest sign of rejection is sending me into a fit of anxious paranoia.
I'm so close to ending it with him just so I don't have to go through this anymore. But I'm falling in love with him and if I screw this one up there can't be another chance.
I don't know whether to just up my medication to cover the period? Just to calm me down a bit?
Sorry. Boring post. Don't expect answers but don't have anyone in RL who knows about the extent of my issues so I wanted to vent 