I don't really know why I'm starting this thread.
I have been on max dosage sertraline for a long time. Recently I kept forgetting to take it and then I went away for NY and didn't take any for a week. Now, I don't know if I should start taking it again.
Interestingly, I realise now that I am no longer relying on it. I actually feel ok!
However, I have therapy looming. I'm not sure whether I should just deal with the issues that I can talk about (there are plenty) and ignore the cause of the PTSD (the reason why I got therapy and ADs in the first place).
Oh, I don't even know what I'm asking. I just feel like I want someone to tell me what to do:
Start taking ADs again or not?
Discuss my trauma with therapist or not?
Accept that now I can function as long as no one triggers me off by mentioning the 'wrong word' (I still have a 'phobia' of a certain word which I've lived with for 15 years now)?
Anyone got any advice?