I feel at breaking point, its been a hard year. Dd1 has been ill since beginning of Jan with what they think now is chronic fatigue, this possible diagnosishas only come in the last month or so. Before that just endless gp & hospital appointments feeling like I'm or she is making it up. The last few weeks she doesn't go to sleep until the early hours, I also have a 2 yr old that hardly sleeps and is still being bf only because I can't seem to break the habit as when I try to withold it she screams & wont sleep. Dp works long shifts and we have no family nearby to help. I am so tired, the lack of sleep I can just about cope with but the lack of any quality time to myself is really getting to me. Its Christmas and all I want to do is cry.