I was put on 20mg of Fluoxetine when my dd was about 6 months old. My gp thought I had pnp. I think that it may have started when I was pregnant, but anyway. I was angry and sad all the time.
Events have taken over, before my daughters first birthday it looked like I might die. I had various operations and things aren't as bad as they could have been, I am still here and though my health isn't great life is back to normal. This time last year I forgot to take my 20mg of fluoxetine. I therefore decided I should come of it, which I did gradually. I was hoping to FEEL more, happy and sad, have more of a sex drive too. All that's happened is I have put on weight and am ANGRY.
I have tried to ho backnon them , but felt so dreadful doing so that I stopped.
I dont know what to do now. I have moved house since I was prescribed fluoxetine so have a new gp practice and I don't really trust them. I have had a lot of " non" help in gp s surgeries before and I can't hobthrough it again. Only I am being really mean to dd and she hates me, just shouting at her and being short and grumpy. But we can't go on like this. I don't want to screw her up.
My relationship with DP is fragile, I am in massive debt. My daughter would rather not be with me. I am frightened of my gp. I am frightened to tell dp that I hZve come off the drugs znd want to go bzck on them. And I can't bloody type on this iPhone :)