I feel pretty down at the moment. I've had bouts of very bad depression before, but have had a reason behind them.
This new feeling is different in that I was pretty awful with it last time, didn't trust my partner or in laws and felt like the whole world was against me (was after ds came out of scbu)
I just feel down. Tired, can't be bothered to do much (but am carrying on with things). Was meant to go to an assembly for the Year 1 and 2 kids (dd is year 1) for Diwali but I just couldn't face it at all, dp has gone without me, but now I feel awful for disappointing my dd.
My writing is effected as I can't string a blog together.
There's nothing worrying me to cause it.
Is it depression again, or something else? I've had bouts of poor health which are being looked into, but other than that everything is ticking along as normal.