I am a total and utter idiot.
I have about as much social sense as a toad.
I've just messed up again today. I mess up most days.
I think I actually have some form of autism. I don't appear to have any empathy or understanding of others feelings.
Little things blind side me (like, I got an e-mail from one friend today saying that what I'm expecting another friend to do is making her very tired... yet other friend seems very happy with the arrangement (plus I am paying her, so not expecting it for free)... but it never enters my brain that what someone says to me isn't what they say to others.
I cannot appear to rein my gob in. As soon as something pops into my head, it pops out of my mouth. I have no idea why.
As I said, I just messed up again today, and probably totally alienated some people. Or maybe I didn't, and I just am self obsessed and they actually haven't considered it for a second.
I have no clue. When I was at school, someone called me shallow and I didn't believe them... but actually, I think I really am. I don't seem to be able to understand other people around me :-(