Just finsished a long distance relationship. Felt aful/practically suicidal as he said some cruel things when he ended it. Could hardly get out of bed Sunday. Woke up Monday feeling better then drove my car into my nieghbour's house. I had to pay out my entire bank account to rescue it. Needed that money for holiday. I feel liek I'm loosing the plot . I would love a supportive dp and whenever I break up with someone it compounds my feelings of lonliness. I think I have borderline personality disorder. Mum dies of cancer last year and I'm still struggling with that.