Please tell me this gets better :(

[YommyMommy]

I've hit rock bottom...I feel suicidal although I don't really want to die I just don't want to feel this bad any more.

I'm waiting on GP surgery calling me back.

I'm terrified I'm beyond help and will feel like this forever. My aunt is with me and I'm terrified of being alone.

Feel like I'm in a black tunnel looking out at the world around me. I know I'm depressed, but need to know I can get better :( x x

Yes it will get better.

Great that the surgery is calling you back so you can start to get the support you need.

Wonderful too that your aunt is with you.

Take it one step at a time.

Have you seen the GP now op?

Yes amillion I seen her today and have been started on AD's.

I feel a little brighter than I did this morning. I will take first pill around 7.30 tonight, I know it'll take a few weeks to kick in, but I'm happier knowing I'm taking steps to get better!

Thank you x x

Good xx