I'm not sure if this will make any sense, but here goes >deep breath<
I seem to all over the place, emotionally. The time of the month doesn't seem to make a difference.
For example, today I saw a famous actor from a children's programme. I had to walk into a doorway because it made me cry. I wanted to hug him and tell him that DS really enjoys his programme. It's stupid. DS doesn't love it THAT much. Luckily I had sunglasses, so could disguise the tears a bit, although I suppose I was shaking.
My friend sent a kind message to me. That made me want to cry and ring her and ask for help. I don't need help with anything though. I just feel like I could do with support. Daft, isn't it?
I get REALLY angry. Not violent, but just exasperated and really annoyed. About anything.]
I thought about suicide today. I like the thought, but won't actually do it.
However, there have been points in the day when I feel ok. Happy, even. It's always tinged with a deep-down sadness though, I think. I can feel it in my stomach.
Is this just bad tempered, or should I speak to the GP?
Thanks very much.