I'm fairly ok away from work but have really done bugger all this week. Part of my job is face to face with the public, part is less urgent paperwork stuff. I dread the face to face stuff but I can do it, I just put it on like a performance. I cannot manage to do any of the less urgent stuff though. I am extremely aware of expectations at the moment, and if I feel like I am 'expected' to do something, it makes me want to crawl under the duvet and avoid it. I've just wasted a whole afternoon of having the office to myself and I feel awful about it. Just want to go home, get drunk and cry.
Just after a bit of hand holding really. GP has prescribed Paroxetine 20mg, haven't started yet - will that help with the lethargy and procrastination?