I am currently IP, being discharged on Monday.
I have been pretty unwell and unstable for the past 6 months, have had 2 admissions (3 months and 6 weeks). I have OCD and BPD and depression.
I am able to wash and dress myself and do my hair and make-up but that is where it stops. I have not cooked in months, I have not bought food in months, I see a small circle of friends and family (usually organised/initiated by them). I am not well enough to volunteer and I do recognise that I probably need professional help to re-start my life.
It has been recommended that I do some group based occupational therapy.
I am really :( about this, I find group things incredibly incredibly hard. My therapist also wants me to do some exposure based therapy around the billions of things I can't touch at the moment (too dirty).
Sorry this is so long. I know I have to step out of my (tiny) comfort zone to recover but doing that seems impossible.