My head's all spinning out of control... [very confused emoticon]

[fastasleep]

I'm feeling really weeeeird ok I know this is an annoying moan and after that STUPID thread you're all going to laugh at me..

but I'm feeling increasingly weird and strange and totally distracted and I can't seem to put my finger on why cos I'm just so... discombobulated

I know I need a good sleep which is not helping matters... and I'm having some problems with my self-image... which in it's self is really weird because I feel confident and happy (until the discombobulation started) but every time I look in the mirror I see thighs that make me look like a back end of a barge.... even though I'm a size 6-8 and I know I'm that size but I don't look it...

and that's only the half of why my head's imploding today!

I've been having a really strange re-occuring dream since I can remember, and it keeps getting a tiny bit more vivd every now and again... just recently it's really started playing on my mind... but I don't feel like I can talk about it because I don't know if it's real or not and it's totally f*cking with my head..

Sorry for the huge rant, I don't usually post here, aargh Theo's meant to be seeing his friend today and I can't face taking him I'm so shit

And DD just did a header off my lap

Oh god my typing sucks.

Haven't a clue what is gong on with you Fastasleep, but have a {{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}} from me.

could it be viral? I thouught I was going mad a few weeks ago. I was feeling really weird and panicky. It was horrid. I was also so tired I was almost passing out despite gong to bed early. I think it was a virus though as there were a couple of other people on here with similar symptoms

I have been totally worn out... you just added to my list of possible things (yay.)

I hope it is that... all I seem to want to do is attach myself like a limpet to DH and go to sleep :S!

Have you been to the doctor? You sound like you needa good chat with someone who can ask the right questions!I found this helped me when I felt crazy. I was in the doctors room for 1 hour!!! I felt much better and didn't even need any meds!Hope you feel better soon.xx

I don't like any of my GPs which is a bit pathetic but I don't they suck

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Try the practice nurse sometimes they are more like human beings!!

Oh, good, I think I do have that!

That doesn't help my barge thighs or the scary dream though lol but hey I feel at least sane now :)

Sounds like a virus coming on - coupled with a lack of sleep. You poor thing. Sending you [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[hugs]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] by the bucket load an praying that you will feel better soon. xx PS Go to the doctors!!

As all three of us just collapsed into bed at 12 and just woke up (DD still sleeping) I think it's definately a virus!! This also explains DS's complete and utter insanity this last week!!

How are you doing today honey? Thinking of you. x

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