What next?

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I have name changed as I don't want people to know it's me.

I have depression and am on antidepressants have been for about 6 months. Was just feeling I was getting back to normal(ish) ( but still have a few bad days) but now my grandad has died.
I just don't want my mood to come crashing down again. In the past I have lost my dad, my auntie and my father in law. My DH has lost his dad, brother and cousin although these don't directly affect me.

How do I not sink? Sorry, I'm a bit lost for the right words.

What a lot to cope with.
Do you want to ask the GP to see if he will up your dose? Dont know if that is how it works.

I don't know, I will need to see the GP soon otherwise I will run out of tablets.