I am so sick and tired of my existence. I have suffered with anxiety and depression for about 5 years now, since 'it' happened. I can't leave the house without panicking, I am always looking over my shoulder, it's exhausting. Sleep is non existent, I'm lucky if I get an hour a night.
My poor dd is suffering, she deserves so much more than to live with me.
The gp won't put me on meds, only sleeping tablets which were horrendous. I had my first counselling session yesterday, bloody awful. I don't want to talk about it, I just need it to go away.
Please don't feel you need to reply, I just need to get it down.