Where has fluffydressinggown's thread got to?

[ImperialBlether]

Sorry, can't remember the thread title but I've been really concerned about her and wondered where her thread had got to.

I think she is ok. I saw her post on site stuff this evening,

I had my thread deleted. Someone mentioned it on the duty of care thread and I was mortified about what they said (that I would encourage people and that I enjoyed writing about my self harm). I would hate to encourage someone and I get no joy out of what I do, I am ashamed and disgusted with myself and I am embarrassed that someone interpreted my distress like that.

I have intensive community support so I will use this and distract myself with inane chat on Mumsnet.

I am not ok, but I am chugging on :) Thank you for your support x

I can tell you that I didn't interpret it like that in any way.

I felt it must have been a lifeline for you, when you feel so desperate, that you could occupy yourself by talking about it on here.

I didn't see it that you enjoyed writing about it - god, I felt you were flinching from what you were telling us.

Please don't take that post to heart. I didn't see it - has it been deleted by MN?

Thank you :)

No it has not been deleted, I am just so ashamed that someone thought I was showing off :( It was a useful thread, I might start a new less detailed one maybe.

Fluffy, I was so sorry that you felt that you needed to delete your thread and I am horrified (not a word I use a lot) that someone thought you were showing off. You have as much right to post as anyone else and if it helps you, then I think you should start a new thread. I hope that you are well today and enjoying the sunshine.

I'm also very sorry that you were made to feel that way. If the thread had been on the Chat board then I could understand it, but it's a mental health support board. What do they expect to find in such a place? People skipping through the daisies?!

Anyway, my best wishes to you, fluffy.

I made a new post here which will be less detailed about my self harm and more somewhere for me to vent. I hope to 'see' you there!!