What do you do if you think you'd really benefit from counselling but have no money to go privately and are not sure about the value of trying of seek counselling on the NHS, one, because you've already had a course of CBT on the NHS three times, and two, because you want to be able to try a few different counsellors until you find one that's right for you? (And three, coz you're not sure of the helpfulness of CBT, which is all the NHS seems to have to offer you). And you have problems that are classified as moderate i.e. day-to-day life is a big struggle but you've never needed inpatient psychiatric treatment?