I think the events of the past 6 months are catching up on me. i know i am spiralling really deep down again. I haven;t cut since xmas and altho i know know i'm underweight i want to lose more. i'm not sleeping v well which never helps. I'm back at gp next week and i'm going to have to be properly honest with them aren't i? instead if just answering the questions they ask like i usually do.