I feel I'm going to explode from the inside,
i feel so angry and feel I could just throttle someone,
I've got no patience at all,
I can't do anything right,
I feel like crying and screaming and I don't know why?
I'm sick of feeling I have to answer to my husband for everything all the time,,
I'm sick n tired of only having my DCs as company,
I've no friends, shitty family,
who only give a toss about themselves,
who only come here if they want to bad mouth other people,or want something,
I get no time to myself to do anything for myself and if I were I'd most likely be riddled with guilt,
my DH works constantly atm,
we hardly see each other, or have sex, I'm waiting on a colonoscopy getting done,
he moaned at me this morning for missplaceing the car key? called me deluded, as I was almost certain it was in my jacket I had on, but it was only the spare key, the key I used yesterday wasn't there, and he's having a go at me, he misplaces his keys constantly, I do it once and I'm fucking deluded?
he's apparently sick and tired of me,
everytime he sees me I apparently have a go at him? I dont fucking see him enough to have a go at him? he explained when he came in last night I bearly talked to him, even though he fell asleep on the chair and I woke him to tell him I was going to bed to lock up when he came up... my dd drove me up the wall yesterday I think I'm entitled to be able to be tired and sit in peace and watch a film without him thinking it's something he's done,
sometimes I feel I'm a single parent,
sometimes I feel he'd be better off if I were,
i feel I'm one less thing he could be doing without,
found my meds this morning thank god, hopefully I'll start to feel better soon,