Hello - I'd like to know about other people's experiences of coming off these meds to make sure their body is medication free before trying for another baby.
I've been taking Lamotrigine for about 3.5 years, a few months after having my DD (now 4). I suffered from very bad PND and was then diagnosed as having Bipolar 2 disorder a few months later. I've suffered from bouts of depression since age 14 (I'm now 33) lasting a month or 2 (at age 14, 18, 21 and then not really again until my daughter was born when I was 29). I've taken various meds in the past (Seroxat, Prozac, citalopram, Sertraline etc.) but have only been on medication for a consistent period for that last 3.5 years. I've also been taking Sertraline for about 9 months (as mood stabilisers tend to work better with SSRI's for those who are Bipolar) and went up to taking 200mg but have now got down to taking 50mg every other day (having been monitored by my GP). So in a couple of weeks I should be off the Sertraline and then will go to see my psychiatrist for advice on coming off the Lamotrigine.
My question really is how people have felt in doing this? I think my mood is bit lower since reducing the Sertraline and I feel very lethargic, dizzy in the mornings etc...I had bad side effects going on the drug (and horribly when I ran out once for about 3 days!)so I know I'm very sensitive to this drug. I'm not sure what it will feel like coming off the Lamotrigine too.
I do actually want to try life without meds (other than just wanting to have another baby) and as my psych said, the best time to try this is when my life situation is as stable as it can be, which I feel it now is (in relation to work, homelife, DD etc.). I feel ready to do this but am also worried that as my mood is already dipping, it might be really tough being off meds for good.
I don't see staying on meds as an option as I want to be off them completely before conceiving, especially as there's a high risk of birth defects with Lamotrigine.
I'd love to know what anyone thinks?
Thanks!