i have depression
i have anxiety and OCD also
lately ive been really low and anxious
had a panic attack this morning in morrisons after had dropped he kids at schoool
another when i ventured out again to pick up little zoo from nursery
am dreading going out again to pick up the older dcs
i had agoraphobia in my late teens and i dont want that back adding to my troubles
every day seems to be an uphill battle and i just feel so lethargic all the time and wish i could just go to sleep and never have to wake up again.
i dont like my had swirling with this black fog all the time.im not the mum i want to be.i have no real friends or relatives to help or turn to
i just keep putting one foot in front of the other and nothing seems to get better.im tired of doing this,but leaving my babies isnt an ooption so im stuck here not living just existing
i dont know what im expecting except to just dump off some pain here