Once a fuck up, always a fuck up?

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Sorry for the nasty thread title. I fucked up when I was 17/18 and havn't managed to get my life back on track sinnce. Silly decisions etc.Ended up in a psychiatric ward age 21 whne most people are just starting out in life. I suspect I have borderline personality disorder. I regret so much in my life. i don't want to. I am summoning up the courage to take my ads. My philosophy being at least I can drug myself up so I no longer care about my shite life decisions.

I just don't get myself really. I need therapy as I feel a bit stuck in my past.

Self fulfilling prophecy, if you think of yourself as a fuck up then that is what you will be.

You are not however, you are brilliant and amazing and should treat yourself so.

Thanks. was quite drunk when i wrote that. We are all amazing really. have finished mope.