I don't know what's happened exactly, I suddenly feel so down, it feels like I'm having a mental shutdown. I'm so tired and detached from everything, have let myself go, can't be bothered to colour my greys, or wash my face in the morning. I can't sleep, I've done my shoulder in so moving around feels painful. DS has been late almost every day last week and today. He's never been late before. I feel like my head is in a fog. DS has relentless energy, never stops for a moment. (it's not ADHD or anything, I've checked) I walked out earlier today and just shut the door behind me when he refused dinner and then wanted cereal, and then something else. I didn't give in, he had dinner, but I just can't take the fights and then there's no time for washing up because he wants me to take him upstairs to do something else. I just can't get him to be quiet for a moment. Please someone, just tell me it will get better. What's the matter with me. I was alseep, but I woke up with the thought that I want to leave home tonight.