I have been feeling really fed up lately. I go through the notions of work, looking after the DC & DH, but i feel so bored by it all and it is all such an effort. I am relieved once the DC are at school and i do not need to referee their fights and bickering, i am constantly nagging at them for being so untidy.
I feel lethargic ALL of the time, often i go back to bed following the school run. I have phoned in sick for my (part- time ) job this week as cannot be bothered to go in.
I am sick of every day being the same, even down to what i am wearing, other mums look stylish, i wear jeans and sweat top EVERY day, cannot be bothered to wash my hair as then i need to style it, i look and feel a mess.
My DH is lovely and we are happily married but i feel i am hiding my feelings from him. I am not sure what is going on with me, maybe i am just in a rut, i certainly feel like every day is Groundhog day, or do i need proper help ? ? ?