How long do you leave it before seeing someone?

[cpjoli]

I think I am depressed. I can't go to work as I can't stop crying. I am not eating as I have no appetite, I am not sleeping. I don't want to do anything. My house is a mess.

I don't live in England though and I am really scared that I will lose my job if I admit I am depressed. I went through a terrible time last year where my manager bullied me and told management that I was depressed and said horrid things about me. I am so scared that it will all come back up.

Will it go away or do I have to go to the doctor?

I am no expert but I would say if you are like you describe on your first 2 sentences up there most of the time then I would say yes go and talk to the doctor and see how you get on. You need to put you first sometimes.

Your manager sounds horrible. I think it's disgusting for anyone to make fun of someone who may be depressed. You are better than him/her.