Hi Have been on ADs for last two years or so,but after a bad episode in July 2011 the dosage was incresed. Startef feeling really low againlast weekend but was bettter on Monday.Got up onTuesday morning feeling ok, normal day. Went to bedthat night not feeling tired very unusual for me. Lay awake all night, just thinking snd resting but nosleep. Wednesday during the day ok, busy with my 6 kids. That night still noy yired. started seeing a lot of movement and patterns on the worl and hearing music in myhrad, In the last hour befire i got up realised i could communicate telepathically with family.
thursday day normal. Up to bed still not tired. Many conversations bteween my self and XH and also my older chidren with appropriate figures moving on walls and ceilings showing what was being discussed. Becams awarw of small scuttling demon cretures under DD2 bed ( and to freak me out more she was saying plese mumkeep the window shut there are monsters here. Then 3D figure od man apperred and became closer to me. I managed to explel them by realising I had the power of control and told them togo.
it was great and I was so energised having so many ideas for wonderful thins and wishaig for good things to heppen, like DS3 catto comeback. been missing for 3 weeks..Also relised I could wish tto see anyone I wanted and they would appear, but only under my duvet covers. Called ds3 from his room and heard his footsteps in from his room. Also called my Mumand Dad from France, so lovely to see them No more air fares, hurray.
anyway scary and great ass its isI have contacted my gp and I am scared - what do you thing will happen now? do you think Ex P wil be having the children this weekend so they are ok till monday at least