DD2 is 6 weeks old today, after a tramatic time with the birth and having severe pre eclampsia, which I am still on medication for, (gp has told me I must be on these for a period of 6 to 12 months.
Within days of the birth I was admitted 6 times in 7 days with sky high blood pressure readings and verged on a stroke, my BP spiked that many times, consultants were baffled and eventually was placed on large doses of BP medication to bring it down.
In the past few weeks I am starting to feel something isnt right, I am having panic attacks, I am hearing voices and seeing shadows, sweating and feeling that I am being bitten all over, I am not eating at all, the odd slice of toast which DH forces at me.
I also keep seeing a flashing doorway and the voices are telling me that I should go inside, please help me, I dont want them to take my daughter off me, thank you for reading