Hi everyone.
I've been suffering with anxiety and depression since I was 12, officially anyway. I look back and I think I always suffered with anxiety to one degree or another.
I have left pretty much every job due to depression. When I had my dd however, the pressure was off slightly because I always said when I have children I would want to stay at home until they go to school. Well, dd started full time in september, which means i've got a lot of spare time on my hands.
The anxiety and low mood is still very much part of my life though and I am currently at the beginning of a course of CBT. I don't feel ready yet to go out there and work. I don't want to fail yet again. I ideally want to go back when i'm more mentally stable.
It gets complicated though. My dp's business has pretty much dried up and we have got absolutely no money coming in, which is obviously adding to the depression. I have never claimed for any benefits in the past, as I didn't believe I was entitled and don't really like the idea of it. The way things stand at the minute though, i'm wondering if in fact, I now am entitled. I am hopfully moving forward with CBT and one of my main goals is to get enough confidence to go back to work.
Does anyone know where I would stand regarding benefits when suffering with depression?
Thanks for reading