Hi,
I've been on antidepressants for 7 years (since dd1 was 6 months old). I had PND, then AND and PND with dd2 (now 3 yrs old). Although the meds have helped a huge amount, I've never really been able to sustain being 'well' for more than about 6 months at a time. In view of this, my consultant feels I should come under the term 'recurrent depression' now, rather than PND, and wants me to try on a mood stabilizer called quetiapine. I've been mulling it over for several weeks, but after sitting in tears with my GP this morning (again!) I think it's worth me trying. But - I'm a bit concerned because the side effects include weight gain (I'm not big but it concerns me) and sedation. Part of my problem is that I already feel 'numb' and sedated a lot of the time, so I'm scared of being more sedated! I guess a part of me is scared too because at least PND sounded like there would be an end to it, whereas this sounds like it might be lifelong, if not rather long term.
Does anyone have any experience of being on a mood stabilizer?
Thanks for reading.