Chronic depression and NYE wishes.

[thepeoplesprincess]

It has NOT been a fantastic year and I am NOT looking forward to an even better one next year.

Every text I've received or FB status I've read tonight has had me in floods of tears. I can't stand the thought of another year to have to get through.

Anyone want to join my pity party?

Can I join?
Feel exactly the same, want to scream at them all to STF up because I cant cope with it

budges up

I don't know your story, but I see from t'other thread you could do with a hug.

Thanks
It's just a day, I'm trying to think of it as just Saturday but its not working, I know not everyones life is perfect, and I guess alot of the F/B posts are probably just for show but its hard, I cant copy and paste even just for show, cant say it to anyone.

I wish I could get drunk and block it all out but I cant even do that :(

hi, i'm feeling the same. came onto MN tonight specially because i knew there'd be others feeling this way and i was lonely and desperate.

(short version - i'm home alone, dcs ended up staying at their dad's tonight at the last minute, he was horrid, i left on a bad note and am now sitting in my dirty cluttered freezing cold flat just generally hating the world and feeling guilty.)

i wish you all lots of love and comfort. things will get better for all of us, one day, we just have to keep on going... right? x

I cant join as I woudl like to pity party but it leads me nowhere :( but can I hold your hand or more importantly can you hold mine :)

(what I mean is when I go down I go right down and then can hardly get up so am hanging on that 2012 will be better) itms

hi there, hope everyone is ok. big hugs all round.

Can I join, not much use though as dizing on slepping tablet and smirnof ice .

heyho - that's exactly how i feel. i'm just balancing on the edge of the cliff right now and looking down... trying to claw my way back up though because i know what it's like down there and it ain't pretty. maybe i posted on the wrong thread. but i am holding all of your hands tonight nevertheless x

Holding hands too .

still holding hands tight

Ill never let go

Well that's that, it's now the start of a new year and all my crap baggage has followed me into it. I tried to hide from it, thought I could go to bed and it would be ok, but instead I'm now having to clean myself up and hope that when kids come back I can be or look normal and they won't ask too many questions .

I hope everyone else is ok x